What's up world!...or a small part of it...or just me :)
At he start of this year I was truly inspired to make a change, to do something "exceptionally" great about my life. In my mind I was telling myself that this year would be the "turning-point" of my life. I wanted it to be. Why? Because I always thought that phase that I was leaving for the past 24 years was way to boring, too normal. I wanted was a bit of excitement, a life fit to be a book or a movie. But wanting it seems to lack the required energy to continue what I had started. To "want" something seems a bit too weak, what I am looking for is the "need" to accomplish it. And I think the need was what I was lacking.
When the NEED arises.
But don't get me wrong, I don't hate what I am enjoying right now. But this comfort seems to make me lazy, uncreative, unmotivated and stupid. And it seems that that is the reason why the thought of change crossed my mind at the first place. That is why I have gathered reasons why I need to change. :)
Reason 1: Knives have to be sharpen.
Reason 2: Life is too short.
Reason 3: I think that I have already shared this story to some friends. Most of people (relatives) that I know, or knows me, think that I am the "bad fruit" in our family. I couldn't blame them to some extent because I "was" the problem kid. I was spoiled, and naughty. BUT come on! I "was" a kid!
So I have decided to accomplish something, then SLAP those people in the face and tell them "I did it on my own you cocksuckingbitch! Now I'm going spit on your graves!"...or not :) hihihi
Just kidding, Just kidding. But what better way to annoy people that hates you by being more "successful" than them :)
Reason 4: The REAL Reason. Ultimately, everything that I would do with my life, whether good or bad, it will always fall on me, and all those around me. So why not make it better?
