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Tuesday, August 21, 2012

EMPTY FRUSTRATION


“One step at a time, that’s how it’s gonna be from now on…”

I know that at this time I should stick to what I have and what I am capable of doing. But the unsatisfied, super-critical part of my brain would not budge and let me enjoy the little things that I have so-far achieved. That leads to me being frustrated at something that shouldn’t frustrate me from the start. Although, I guess that part of me is somehow helping me to move and discover something that I thought I have lost; being DETERMINED and also learning to FOCUS on a goal.

          But now I have to learn to BREATH and let some things pass because it leads to stress that would not help me and would lead to a deterioration of mental fortitude and health.

          Now while we are on the subject, what would you do if someone doesn’t believe you? And on top of that, what if it is your fault?

          Now that would make things a little bit harder than what was expected wouldn’t it? Oh! How I wish that I could erase some things that I have done. One of the things that would be the first on my list is being idle on doing my blogs.

          ERMAHGARD! I am so disappointed that I have forgotten some things that I should write. Also, I am a little bit of practicing caution on what goes on in this blog, though I would much like to enter everything and anything that floats my boat, I am still a novice on how to pen my thought that if I continue I might end up writing something that I don’t mean, or use phrases that would not be interpreted properly. In a nutshell, I would like to write about the status of my stay here in Singapore with my brother; on what I want to happen going forward. But tomorrow, I would be retelling my experience with the Philippine Immigration!

Till then…

Please Don’t Forget To Be Happy!

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